Flow

I managed to get up into shoulderstand without any effort tonight. I bent my knees, and with an exhalation I was up. Regardless of how frustrated I get from day to day, I must be doing something right. Honestly, that's all I care about. I want to have some sort of assurance that I'm not totally off base with my practice. It's hard doing something mostly by yourself that is really supposed to be supported by an awesome teacher. Well, I am my own awesome teacher for most things these days, and I should trust myself.

I know what I'm doing.

I've had the faith in myself to make it this far, and I just need to push further. No, not push... but go.

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So last night I fell asleep before I could finish this entry, but I don't think I have anything more to add to it at the present time.