I don't know.

I don't know.

That was the theme of my practice today. I tried to just let myself be, let myself find the point of stability in my poses that I know I have. I am still in the process of awakening this energy, but it's coming one movement at a time.

We are leaving for Washington tomorrow morning. A friend of ours gave us a gift that I feel deep gratitude for, if for no other reason than that it reminds me that I don't need to waste my energy worrying on providing for my every want and desire--because they are fulfilled enough without much effort at all besides love and friendship. In fact, I think that it is one of the most genuinely nice things I have seen done in awhile. Those things relax my grip a little and open my heart to the possibility that I can just let go.

I want to let go. That is the motto for our trip.